You were standing there waiting for me and I was overly excited & nervous at the same time. You looked absolutely what I hoped you would be but that little smile of yours just send me to the moon! That was my very first (ever) eye to eye (sort of) rendezvous with U, CareBear....
You looked intimidated and at the same time timid but rather quiet.... Probably because I was talking the whole entire time and mocking you..... and i admit I was flirting with you, just a little..
But things can never go your way at times... and this is what has happened to me. I know about it but I just don't want to believe it until I heard and seen it myself. I just do not know how to react and what to say. I don't even have the guts to face you last nite.
This is definitely NOT a rebound..... And my heart is telling me that the feeling is real! It's just happened at the wrong time at the wrong place...but definitely this person is the right one! Really..the right one?????
Even I, myself could not explain that in plain simple english...so please do not ask me how or why?
Today, I m leaving for Kuala Lumpur.... with some things left unanswered. But I guess, some things are better left unsaid....
And I think I've written too much.....
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Dearest Ary,
Just think of this as an opportunity to skim the surface of my confusing and enigmatic character.
Things do happen for a reason, and not all reasons are as you planned it. Your greatest achievement is the fact that you have tried. As for me, 6 is already a handful, and 1 would be ideal. But with hurt still clutching itself onto every vein in my heart, opening up for a relationship would be foolish. Time heals, and for me, it would certainly take long.
However, I am truly glad to have met you. You are sweet(although talkative at times :)) and I can tell from your expression that your smiles are sincere. Anyone would be lucky to have you, anyone would be lucky to be loved by you, anyone would be lucky to hold you.
Anytime, anyplace I will always be your friend Ary.. Hugs
Carebear
So I guess this is your rejection note to me.....
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